Oh, Dennett. I am so very sorry to hear about the death of your husband. I hope writing can help you share some of your feelings. This piece made me sad for your loss and angry at the grocery issue. I think the world is going to pot. I know that doesn't help you right now. I'm sorry. I think it's good for your to cry when it gets too much and I love that your dog is carefully watching out for you, even hough it makes your worry about it. I wish people would be more kind - why didn't Adrio help you? Please, please, take care of yourself.